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Germany, September 1994:
- Dream no remedy. With a good friend good relationship. The friend is an actor and photographer. He over charged for one of his photographs. It was not a big offense but he got into trouble with the police over this. The dreamer made a brilliant plan for their escape into mountains but overlooked he fact that he was already being observed by the police. They escaped to the mountains but when they arrived the police were there waiting for them and put the handcuffs on them. He was weeping. A beautiful day and green grass, sun shining. He was going to prison and would never see this again. Deep sadness. Next dream. old couple, betrayed by investment broker in a strange way. Gave them a receipt. but it said that they were in debt. hey signed this paper and they lost it all and he couldn't help them. Feeling of oppression. Next dream: a girl skiing acrobat. He is familiar with her performances. In ski resort. His wife said to wait for her. She did not return and he looked for her the whole day and couldn't find her. Friend says she is very sad. Parents do not understand her. She has to masturbate all the time. Father found her pornographic literature and forbade her to do this. Compulsion to masturbate. Next: stole 2 pears but was seen by the owner who wanted payment. Wife goes to pay, kidnapped and a feeling of panic. Dream again and changed it.
- Woman. Dream 1 week before seminar: twilight room half dark, woke in panic and anguish. So afraid to record dream just stayed in bed. Next day bad skin eruption between fingers severe itching. Strong muscle pain in back. After put remedy in pocket the muscle pains got really bad. Delusions being stared at, as if committed a crime. Loss of orientation. From restroom to kitchen instead of into restaurant. Got completely lost in he village. Weeping. Poisoned and intoxicated as if brain affected by alcohol. Confused strangers with people he knows. Irresolution. Desires fruit, very thirsty and dry, strong swelling of hands and face. Extreme sensitivity to noise. Delusion of pregnant. Loquacity, had to talk. Driven to talk. Waking 6 am with fright. Very sad. As if suffered for long time. Palpitation, vertigo, fainting, cold nose. Patient lost hand in childhood, another had problems with hand.
- Man. Physical symptoms. Fatigue, semi awake state. Like a drug. Pleasant feeling peace feeling. Beautiful night he had for years which is unusual for him. Woke at night. Dream; rapid, compressed. Cars racing up hills, over fields, all over the place. This is not allowed. A taxi driver hit a woman. Drove up her leg to the stomach. He pushed him away. The woman was not hurt. Next; Danger. Turkish girl in danger, he saved her. Very dangerous. So dangerous had to get away. Physical violence. Life and death. If he does not save her she will go to gas chamber. Now feels good and sense of clarity. Usually can only sleep on right side, now sleeps on left though before prevented by too many thoughts.
- Woman. Free and good feeling in chest and heart. 3 part dream. Father who died 1 yr. ago who said to her he had strange feeling in his heart. 2nd invited to party, farewell party for an old woman who would die soon. quiet mood in party. 3rd chemical lab, test with bread and sod hydroxide mixed together. After waking quiet refreshed and peaceful.
- Thought she was taking placebo. Dizzy in head on lying down, strange feeling in stomach, then slight headache in occiput and temple. 3 dreams; Separation. 4 children and her. Camping. The children in a tent away from her. Big storm. Everything destroyed in children's tent. Had to take all objects into her hands. Could not decide what belonged to her or not. Separation of material things. Then in safety and sitting under trees in shelter. Daughter asked about divorce. Idea of celebration of Xmas but has never done it right and felt very sad. 2nd dream. Farewell dream. Coming together and drinking for farewell with her boss. Symbolic as she does not drink but drank a little. His son comes in boss leaves, she cannot call the boss back as he has gone too far. She can see him in the distance, disappointed but not hopeless. Son just there, passive. 3rd. Handbags. A visitor who has selection of these bags in which she is not interested. Then suddenly notices another woman who is leaving and taking all these bags, she stops her and says you cannot take these bags they do not belong to you, they belong to my visitor. Then she tries to take a bowl of mine with fruit salad in it. She cannot find a bowl to give away, she has already given all away that she is prepared to give. The woman wanted to have everything, get as much as she can. Greedy. Tall, took up a lot of space. Has not been well since remedy. Irresolution is bad. Changed clothes three times couldn't get it right. Put on dark clothes, too dark, then red, no that was too bright, then wanted something soft and tender. Gentleness was missing before. Has never done this before. It is not right. Irresolution to act. Cotton wool feeling. Rheumatic pains in hands. Fluttering in heart region.
- Woman. Swelling under eyes. Hair dryer too loud. Couldn't use it. Felt faint although never fainted before. 3 part dream: man raising doves, he held two different kind of doves and forced hem to interbreed. He held them there until they did it. She was enraged about the violent way in which he did it. Then spent a long time thinking what is the point of doing it in this way, this breeding. Sadness about the fact that this man was able to be this violent. 2nd part met sister who lives near but it was a surprise. Sister said she bought a dog. Suddenly in a group discussing the sense or non sense of having domestic animals. In reality her sister found a strange dog and brought it home with her. 3rd part. Water, river, muddy ground of river. Normally in dreams is scared by this water. Since yesterday feels that all perfume she smells is made from fruit.
- Woman. Dream: in a huge place green trees many people. Huge fireworks although not at night. Big party in nature, many many people. Colorful balloons, many. She catches a balloon, a number of them but cannot hold on to balloons. All balloons in air, everybody is trying to get a balloon so they do not notice the other people [5]. 2nd part many animals being given away. She gets a polar bear who is wounded, big pins and she feels very connected to him. Can see the raw flesh, feels awful that animals are treated in this way. Then a man who she didn't like. Fat bloated man who was carrying a naked bird on his arm. A featherless baby vulture. Despair about the healing of the wounds of the bear. Desperate. Woke frequently, thought about these dreams. Heard a child, cousin's child cry. Dream again: A group of people separated from the others who they have to join to plan a revolution. Anarchistic fight for freedom. Underground, illegal. She is with an old girlfriend of hers, who was in reality an anarchist in Berlin. They are trying to reach the others but they are separated by a concrete wall but can get over by using the branch of a tree hanging over the wall. She climbs down the branch, but her feet do not actually step on the wood. It is as if she is floating and softly landing on the ground. At last, finally, finally they are together. Happy and joy about this. Then there develops a tension and a fight for power between her and her friend. Friend is angry and upset. It is as if she is surrounded by a circle, like a magic circle which cannot be penetrated. I cannot communicate with her because of the anger. I want the contact, I try and try but it doesn't work. Cannot get through. Suddenly the whole mood of the group is changing. There is anger in the air. They look at me in a strange way, I am surrounded. Like I am in the middle of a pack of wolves. They use no words. It is a mind connection. They used their thought power. They didn't have to speak out aloud. I could hear their thoughts in my head. I knew immediately it was life or death The danger coming towards her was absolutely clear. They could kill me. Like wolves, if one starts to attack the others will follow. I thought we were group now I am outside. Another dream. Forest. Benches and tables for picnic. My daughter there. Cards, Tarot. Spread them. Then several people. Carrying on a primitive stretcher. Crippled in his back and legs. Cannot walk but his mood is good. They push my cards away and just sit there. They say this is the illegitimate child of your father. I feel that he would never be accepted into the family, would always been an outsider. The people were like gypsies. Another dream. Brother and wife and her and her daughter in a huge bed in a cave with furs, cozy. They are all naked and warm. Beautiful feeling, light. even though lying all over each other. Sensual totally sensual on the skin. Such a connection, not really knowing is this his skin or my skin. During the day. Eyes are really good, vision is really clear. All my senses really sharp. All smells are really strong. Very sensitive to noise. Much more than usual. Now feels psychic, knows what people will say. Whole perception changed this morning. Wherever she looked, old people sick people. Wounded people. Cripples. Only noticed these people. Really troubled by all these people.
- Man. 4 short dreams. Standing at high bridge, bend in one of the supports it is my fault. It must be repaired otherwise there will be a disaster. I do not want to bother but I am responsible. 2nd looking at sky and I see a train going through the air. It is not flying like it should goes up and down and the passengers are really shaken up. The driver does it on purpose. Cabins come crashing close to the ground and they frighten the people and animals on the ground. Like a roller coaster. The passengers must feel awful. He feels upset. Injustice about what is happening and I have to do something about it, I have to intervene. A pregnant cow being hunted by the train. Cow has no way to escape or to resolve the situation. Meets number of people who are societal outcasts like criminal or hells angels. They are enjoying all this excitement. I start fighting with them. Hitting them they cannot do anything to me, I beat them up. 3rd I have to move house from a very pretty environment into the worst area of town. Important for his personal growth but he doesn't like it. I get a room in a community, all very chaotic people living there. Outcasts, violent selfish. The same people who he fought in the other dream and now he has to get along with them. Live with them. He wants to make peace with them. 4th travel on a ferry boat. Takes inflatable animals like ducks with him. Throws them overboard, they float away says good-bye to something old. 5th looks upon a meadow, wild animals. Animals from Africa, Lions. Afraid of the lions. I have to follow a certain path. The wild animals go with him. Lions have become tigers. They watch me as if they wants to get me. Fear, how can I protect myself. Gets to a street and in the light of the street lamps they cannot get me. The lights go off and in the dark the tigers come closer. Protects himself by turning on his torch. During the day he got . . .
- Dream. Man. Physical sensation ascending warmth in the back of his neck which has persisted. Dream. Standing on the edge of a deep hole full of mud, all the walls are steep and there is no way to climb them. Standing on the edge, looking down. His son of 5 years old is playing at the bottom of the hole. In front of him a large tub of water. Standing there the feeling is one of solitude despair, helpless, destruction. Something bad is going to happen but he decides that he will only act when something actually happens. Then his thoughts begin to turn around the question of why he does not act now, why did he decide to wait until something bad actually happens. While this is taking place his son jumps into the tub and lies under the water without moving. He jumps down and picks up his child to discover that his neck broken, Woke with despair, completely alone in the world.
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